Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Lion, Lamb, whatever

According to some old wives, or was it old farmers?, March roars in like a lion and goes out like a lamb.......I don't really see that happening weather-wise. It does seem to be happening health-wise. We have the major coughing-up-lung-chunks crud. It's a lot of fun, let me tell ya! As long as the stuff is coming up, rather than staying in it should all be good, right? Well, as long as it's really not lung-chunks, then that would be bad.

Things are changing in my personal life.....let me pause for a moment here. Personal life? as opposed to what? I don't have a professional life. Even if I did have a professional life, wouldn't that still be my personal life? Isn't ANY life I have my own person's life, therefore, my PERSONAL life?? Or does personal life really mean my secret life? The life I'm not gonna talk about to the lady in the checkout line? It makes me sound so mysterious. I think I like the intrigue! Ok, hit play again.......

Previously on Kat's Secret Life: She stated that things are changing in her personal life.

In tonight's episode: Kat and Butchy make better friends than enemies. At least, we hope we do. Wouldn't it suck if you came to realize that you make better enemies with someone than friends? All hope would be lost. But, that's a rabbit trail that I'm hopping off of.

Butchy and I are no longer planning a future as a couple. We're gonna stay together as roommates as we disentangle the web that we have been weaving for the past 3+ years. "Ours" becoming "hers" and "mine." Emotions are on a rollercoaster. If we could flip a switch and not be in love with each other it would sure make things a lot easier. We are learning the painful truth that there are people who love each other very much, that just aren't a good combination. We're like Dawn dishsoap and bleach.....great on our own, but you mix us together and we're toxic.

My overwhelming emotion is sadness. March is roaring in like a sad lion....hopefully it will go out like a gentle peaceful lamb.


Blogger TitaniumRose declared....

One of the hardest things to learn is that it's entirely possible to love someone and yet not be able (emotionally) to live with them or have a future with them. It sucks, but it's part of life. When I was getting divorced someone told me that "experience is what you get when you don't get what you want." Not that it necessarily made the whole mess any easier, but it helped me a little with the perspective issue. Hang in there, and good luck.

3/02/2005 7:50 AM  

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